Happy the hard way.

binge.binge,binge.

and i feel horrible 

today

breakfast:

a cup of 60 cal iced tea with lemon flavor.

lunch:

two small slices of cantelope.

dinner:

black coffee with 0 cal vanilla soymilk.

i chose a good say to start this, i did great, and mums in the mood to go to the gym.

what you got boy

is hard to find, i think about it allll the time

the day is almost over,

i can do this. i wont think about food.

i wont do it.

i had a NOZ today, to give me the energy to clean my room.

i had a banana. and six bottles of water so far.

i walked two miles on the treadmill.

not to burn anything, but to work my knee.

i need my leg to get better soon.

oh how i wish id never fell off my dirtbike. 

im feeling great, this feeling… this hungry feeling; well i could get used to it. 

damn it, i cant

go to the gym all week

the doctor advised me to stay off my knee, fuckit, im going to go anyways.

today is

the last day im eating, 

i am disgusted by what ive become.