July 2010
3 posts
binge.binge,binge.
and i feel horrible
today
breakfast:
a cup of 60 cal iced tea with lemon flavor.
lunch:
two small slices of cantelope.
dinner:
black coffee with 0 cal vanilla soymilk.
i chose a good say to start this, i did great, and mums in the mood to go to the gym.
what you got boy
is hard to find, i think about it allll the time
June 2010
3 posts
the day is almost over,
i can do this. i wont think about food.
i wont do it.
i had a NOZ today, to give me the energy to clean my room.
i had a banana. and six bottles of water so far.
i walked two miles on the treadmill.
not to burn anything, but to work my knee.
i need my leg to get better soon.
oh how i wish id never fell off my dirtbike.
im feeling great, this feeling… this hungry feeling; well i...
damn it, i cant
go to the gym all week
the doctor advised me to stay off my knee, fuckit, im going to go anyways.
today is
the last day im eating,
i am disgusted by what ive become.