binge.binge,binge.
and i feel horrible
breakfast:
a cup of 60 cal iced tea with lemon flavor.
lunch:
two small slices of cantelope.
dinner:
black coffee with 0 cal vanilla soymilk.
i chose a good say to start this, i did great, and mums in the mood to go to the gym.
is hard to find, i think about it allll the time
i can do this. i wont think about food.
i wont do it.
i had a NOZ today, to give me the energy to clean my room.
i had a banana. and six bottles of water so far.
i walked two miles on the treadmill.
not to burn anything, but to work my knee.
i need my leg to get better soon.
oh how i wish id never fell off my dirtbike.
im feeling great, this feeling… this hungry feeling; well i could get used to it.
go to the gym all week
the doctor advised me to stay off my knee, fuckit, im going to go anyways.
the last day im eating,
i am disgusted by what ive become.